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Name: thomas
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: San Mateo
Birthday: 6/6/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: hm... wushu, making ppl talk, listening to ppl talk, helping ppl who trusts me, having fun with the omei wushu team, chinse literature, helping the community, herbology, japanese, and college!!
Expertise: hm... annoying the heck outta pplz like iris and weiman, staying up late, REAL LATE, watching/finding wushu clips, day-dream about wushu, have dreams at night about wushu, write speech/report/essay/paper/paragraph/article about wushu.... etc
Occupation: Student
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MSN: omeimaster@comcast.net
Member Since:
10/5/2004
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| there are times in life when it seems like every little thing you overlooked comes back to bite you in the ass, those times are what tests a man's true ability to overcome adversity... then there's times in life when everything little thing you overlooked comes back to bite you in the ass, AT THE SAME TIME! those times, however, just suck. I dont think think it's quite that bad, but thx to YIP, i have a terrible feeling about this.... =___=" "It's either heaven, or it shall be hell...", damn it yip!
"I pwned all you!! 22-0 with 3 rax, absolute pwnage!" <--- what i was feeling
"all missing... i think imma get ganked..." <--- what i am feeling now.... X___X
*wow... i really need to stop playing games and get back to bball and rehab... this is lame.... -_-"
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| so... I've decided to start using xanga again... been blogging on facebook now and then, but still like the idea of having a site just for blogging down whatever the hell i've been up to... besides, the facebook thing will import this blog anyway? =D so... recently, the only things really worth talking about is UTA, sungod, and wushu! i know, surprise, surprise, but what'd you expect from me? XP
UTA = so after staying in norcal for 6 days feeling 85% sure that i would not be able to get the officer position, somehow i managed to get the communication position! The workload's been pretty much as much as i expected it to, although at times I feel if a few changes are made, the cabinet's overall efficiency would increase greatly, but heck, what do i know? Anyway, i am glad i made it onto the board, and I will try my best to fulfill my duties!
Wushu = been working on my tornado lately, my right-leg jump is still right about where it is, which is REALLY bad, but after working on rotating and forcing my body to turn, i've managed to get a 360 turn most the time... now i just need to continue to work on re-building my right leg and hopefully as my lift returns, so will my rotation/landing.
Sungod = to be honest, i felt like sungod didnt really live up to all hype surrounding it... Yeah, the campus was more lively than normal, but that's really not saying much considering it's UCSD...? =___= The only two things i really enjoyed:
1. Wushu Demo = yeah, we all messed up here and there, and i had to make up my form on the spot cuz i forgot the changes i made... but still, the chance to demo is very nice! besides, i finally decided to use my staff for something other than decoration, that's also a plus!
2. Concert = let's see... half of our group got trampled and the other half busied ourselves trying to get our group out safe... other than that little incident though, everything went well. Oh! Nicole was there along with Jasmin, so that's kind of interesting i guess...
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looked around my baggages earlier today and found my old CD with a load of old writing i did back when i actually kept up with my chinese studies... totally forgot that i bought it down here.... here's something i wrote a while back about right and wrong:
記得古龍寫過一句很有趣的話, "老話, 往往都是好話, 因為如果他不是好話, 他就不會成為老話". 有理縱橫千里, 無理寸步難行. 這無疑是句老話, 是句好話...但現在, 我覺得好像不是那麼回事. 今早, 我對, 我有理, 但我卻得低聲下氣. 俗話說: 理直, 而氣壯, 難不成只因為他比我大, 我就必須不論是非的故作卑微? 自貶, 曾幾何時成為了生活上的必須?
可使寸寸折, 不能繞指柔, 這也是句好話, 一句老話, 不過如果抱著那樣的宗旨生活, 會是怎麼樣的結局呢? 是該做數十年來如一日的掃地公, 還是任由"今日落葉入昨日"呢?
haha, now that i think back, that was so silly... overreacted back then... but honestly, this would've came in handy last quarter.... =___=" i only have two more weeks to finish up my mess... should i start thinking? or wait... i got next year? lol... procrastination gone WILD!
休息, 是為了走更遠的路, 吃飯, 是為了付出更大的努力, 偷懶, 是為了犒賞以後忙碌?
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| going to be in norcal for a couple more days... guess i am not really missing out on anything important? well, perhaps class, but that's always, you know, just there....? XP
wtf? why wtf? or why not wtf?
sometimes i wonder what the hell i'm doing, other times i do puzzling things to confuse myself further...
a good way to put it? how about this:
黃泥掉近褲襠裡, 不是死(屎)也是死(屎).
btw, watched 失敗的man3 earlier tonight, gotta say, the movie's a success mostly because it's a classic, not on my list of masterpieces by any means, but whatever, it was entertaining enough for a night out with friends. One thing to think about though, what is a better style? I thought when peter parker was binded to that black thing, he had a much better attitude about life(not better as in i like it, but more practical and better suited for society). Not saying ppl should all be assholes and screw each other over, but at the same time, why let ppl walk all over you?
traditionally, there are two reactions to a problem: fight or flight... but when are ppl going to recognize that there are more options out there? not facing the problem is not the same as running... sometimes it's just another way of solving? if time is sometimes the best medicine, doesnt that make prolonging and avoidance a likely cure?
"quitters never win, winners never quit, but those who never win AND never quit are idiots" - come on, as much as you think this sounds horrible, you gotta agree that this makes quite a bit of sense, no?
and how about this for a justification:
"hard work often pays off after time, but laziness always pays off now"... wtf anyone? LOL
早起的鳥兒有蟲吃, 那早起的蟲兒不就被鳥吃? - there are natural winners, and natural losers... or if i wanna quote again:
"it could be that the purpose of your life is only toserve as a warning to others"
*total random post, cant say i am feeling any kind of identifiable emotion/feelings right now, just kind of writing random things that either expresses part of what i feel, or things that randomly comes to mind i feel worth writing.
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| ok, so since i havent posted here for a LONG TIME, i decided to write a little bit about my spring break here as oppose to on facebook(although the feed thing will probably transfer this to facebook anyway...?) anyway, for spring break, i have alot of plans, most of which revolves around friends and wushu buddies, as well as maybe working a little bit and building my computer with johnny and misha's help. Here's a general idea:
saturday, 24th = UC Berkeley opens!! i wont be competing this year AGAIN thx to my bad knee, but i will be spectating and most likely videotaping(the UCSD wushu club, and of course, omei buddies!). Think sylvia might be in Berkeley that weekend too, so meeting her there should be pretty cool? =D oh! and also maybe kook would go watch too, that'd be pretty sweet, gotta ask her about that still....
monday-wednesday = i am hoping to dedicate this time for building my computer, i've ordered everything and JC and misha will be around to help me with the process. Hopefully, once i get this done, i wont have to do this again anymore for a LONG LONG time.
other things to do at random times:
-visit omei, party it up with my old buddies
-maybe visit kook, depending on the situation/time(late night peter's runs? =p)
-yes, late night peter's runs, along with most likely either risk or duces for push ups.... or both? =D
-visit hillsdale/aragon... since i dont know too many aragon current seniors, i'll probably just go visit some old teachers, but i'll probably go say hi to some hillsdale seniors
-work. My goal is to work at least 3-5 times of the 10 days i am back home, earn a little cash for future use...ALOT of bdays are coming up so i'll be needing some cash...
-finalize plans for the summer. Let's see... there's the asia trip which will happen probably early June, then i gotta see if i can get that internship as camp counselour at the bball camp thing Jack told me about, not to mention possible csm classes and settling details as to how i'll get back to nor-cal after next quarter and when to meet my family up in taiwan
-review some japanese. Been a little rusty with my japanese, probably a good idea to practice some speaking with grandma and read over my old text a little... that'll come in handy since i dont plan on going to lecture on a consistent basis...
-other possible plans: Pool, bball, spencer's party, hangout/catch up with denton, maybe a sleepover or two at rainbow's....etc
*I'll be back to the bay by 10 tonight, after i finish taking my japanese final by 6, i gotta rush to the airport and fly back(crazy traffic the last time...) I am coming back to SD on the 1st of April, and then it'll be SD until at least the 13th of June!
**man... i wish i can spend my bday back home with family and friends... this is probably the first bday i will not spend with my family... kind of scary =/
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